2 years ago today i was at my friends 16th birthday party with one of my best friends. the guy i fell in love with and who had just asked me out the day before wasn't invited so he was with other friends. 2 years ago i had so many friends. today is her 18th and i'm not invited. i have hardly any friends. the guy i still seem to possibly love is with someone else and has all of the friends that were once mine. i miss my life. i wish things never ended up like this. i would have never guessed. everyone hates me. i wanna get out of here. people will soon forget who i am but still, that's better than being hated by people who were once your friends.