sometimes change hurts.

do you even know what you've done to me? do you even realise the pain you've caused in my life. it's like torcher. you don't even understand. you think you've got me wrapped around your little finger, anything you say, i'll come straight back. but no, not this time.who fucked up? YOU FUCKED UP! i cry and cry and when i think of you, i think of her and to be honest, i dont ever wanna see her face again. the one thing i thought would never happen, happened. i had chance after to chance too but i said no but i guess your dick did all the talking aye? used and abused more than once. i've got my guard up big time. i still hear things, ask you, you get defensive, does that mean i should move on? hmm i guess i'm stuck. it's like i can't get away. i want to but i'm scared. the pain is so bad.